
I am afraid I might be a little overambitious with this one. Faith, obedience and the will are all huge topics in and of themselves, but God has been showing me how they are all inextricably linked. It all started with me coming here. I mean, that took some serious faith. Trust me, it has been a roller coaster of emotions throughout the planning of living in Jordan. It still takes a lot of faith. But what does that mean? It means unconditional obedience. During the past few months I have pondered and questioned mi**ions, min***ry, and “calling.” There is lot I could say about all that, but the main conclusion is obedience. When I don’t know why I’m here or how God wants to use me, it all comes back to being obedient, by faith, in what He has told me to do. Just as there cannot be faith without works, there are not works without obedience. Living here comes with a lot of questions that require guidance and wisdom. Should I dress to please my Chri***an or Mu**im neighbor? Do I focus only on language or min***ry as well? Everyone here has his or her own opinion on everything. So how do I act? Every detail of my life demands obedience and faith. I have been reading James and have gotten really stuck on chapter 2. Abraham was justified by his works, but they weren’t just arbitrary good works. He was justified by his obedience to God in sacrificing Isaac (or Ishmael as people here believe – just a cultural side note). In Calvin’s commentary on James he says:
….We do not attain salvation by a frigid and bare knowledge of God, which all confess to be most true; for salvation comes to us by faith for this reason, because it joins us to God. And this comes not in any other way than by being united to the body of Christ, so that, living through his Spirit, we are also governed by him. There is no such thing as this in the dead image of faith. There is then no wonder that James denies that salvation is connected with it.
I found a passage in Oswald Chambers’ My Utmost for His Highest that enhanced my study on obedience:
“Bind the sacrifice with cords to the horns of the altar” (Psalm 118:27). You must be willing to be placed on the altar and go through the fire; willing to experience what the altar represents – burning, purification, and separation for only one purpose – the elimination of every desire and affection not grounded in or directed toward God. But you don’t eliminate it, God does. You “bind the sacrifice…to the horns of the altar” and see to it that you don’t wallow in self pity once the fire begins….Tell God you are ready to be poured out as an offering.
What struck me most about this passage was the point that we can’t eliminate our own sin or selfish desires. All we can do is completely abandon ourselves to Him. He does the work, but we must make the decision. Once we give Him our will as a sacrifice, he will give us the faith to obey Him.
